how many years have you had an eating disorder

Friday, 31 December 2010

The day before.

Today has been manic, I have taken a laxative today to flush out my system ready for my fast tomorrow! I have to remember tonight eat after 12, being new years eve Im nervous because I am going out with frends although Im hoping to play the ill card by 10pm to be home by 12 so not a drop of alochol or food passes my lips! Still panicing over my console! There is not a shop around that has it!:( I was quite looking forward to using it whilst I had nothing else to do in the nights, as my neighbourhood is not safe at all to go out into in when it is dark, (regardless of the time!)

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